heh im finally with lorenzo at last!!!!!today we meet at the masque......its kinda weird though i dressed as a boy....new experience!!i felt as if im the happiest girl on earth when lorenzo confessed to me and told me about his love and all....i feel like im......floating on the clouds!!

hello diary!
oh yeah, im feeling excited!!!
dad's out with uncle bassanio but he's unaware that im going to elope with lorenzo! how good is this?! heheheheh.
my dream house! look!

dear diary,
i have no idea why dad doesnt want to let me go with someone of a lower status or not as wealthy as him............maybe he just wants to ensure that the guy can protect me for the rest of my life. mann, my unreasonable dad just 'grounded' me! now he got me to shut the door and stay at home all day. oh......how am i going to live through all these....so afterall im right about this home being a shit hole. and now im stucked at home, not being able to poke my head out for fresh air and for now, i'll just have to do with stinky air. :(
i miss you lorenzo!

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are [Official Video]

dear diary,
its been a long day for me today. im kinda sad and sorry. i am sorry because i will have to leave my dad as there is no way he would allow me to marry a christian. But i love the one and only lorenzo. if only he wasnt a christian and i, not a jew. i feel ashamed :( i got launcelot to pass my dear lorenzo a letter, but of course secretly hehe.

i want to sing this for him :)